JOAN :)
BEDOK GREEN SECONDARY '10
TEMASEK POYTECHNIC-BUSINESS STUDIES GROUPING '12
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
life's sucha complicated thing. idk wat to do anymore so tat my actions will seem appropriate. i'm taught and told to put others before me, to think of others beore me. but ytd, i when i did just tat, i was told the opp. yes, i may be jealous at the beginning and also may nt like the idea of you gg out with her. but on second thoughts, she is your friend, you haven gone out with her in awhile and she needs company and comforting right now. so i really was nt unhappy at all abt you gg out with her. i'm really nt torturing myself at all. and it's also nt tat i dont care. in fact, i do and alot at tat.
was just sorting out my things awhile ago. esp the reciepts in my wallet. gg through them and seeing the 'nets' receipt all the way makes me kinda regret spending money, just like tat. this has also made me realise. am i changing? i no longer find shopping to be the only thing tat revolves round my world. i'm no longer the joan who just lazes arnd and nt do any hsewrk i'm no longer the one who waits till the last min to complete my assignments. i'm also no longer the big sister whom my sisters are scared of. but well, maybe it's just me, thinking too much. oh wells! gna meet my darlings tmr~ cant waittt:D for now, my only source of comfort is my beddd(: cz xw's out with his friends:(( so goodnights world!:D
8:42 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
life's sucha complicated thing. idk wat to do anymore so tat my actions will seem appropriate. i'm taught and told to put others before me, to think of others beore me. but ytd, i when i did just tat, i was told the opp. yes, i may be jealous at the beginning and also may nt like the idea of you gg out with her. but on second thoughts, she is your friend, you haven gone out with her in awhile and she needs company and comforting right now. so i really was nt unhappy at all abt you gg out with her. i'm really nt torturing myself at all. and it's also nt tat i dont care. in fact, i do and alot at tat.
was just sorting out my things awhile ago. esp the reciepts in my wallet. gg through them and seeing the 'nets' receipt all the way makes me kinda regret spending money, just like tat. this has also made me realise. am i changing? i no longer find shopping to be the only thing tat revolves round my world. i'm no longer the joan who just lazes arnd and nt do any hsewrk i'm no longer the one who waits till the last min to complete my assignments. i'm also no longer the big sister whom my sisters are scared of. but well, maybe it's just me, thinking too much. oh wells! gna meet my darlings tmr~ cant waittt:D for now, my only source of comfort is my beddd(: cz xw's out with his friends:(( so goodnights world!:D